Last Sunday, Kelly Ohlin taught on ‘Speaking In Tongues.’
Now, if this were my message, I would’ve spent 10 minutes explaining spiritual gifts, 30 seconds on tongues, and 35 minutes more reminding us all that we don’t have to do anything to be accepted by God, that we already are. This would’ve been my message because I’ve been damaged by the church. I’ve been damaged by people who told me I had to do something. I’ve been told that I wasn’t really a Christian if I didn’t speak in tongues; that I hadn’t actually fallen in love.
This would’ve been my message because I spent the first 25 years of my life distrusting the whole business of God. Over and over, the news carried thieves, murderers and adulterers, all ‘men of God.’ Church was on TV, with bigger and louder shows. The religious extravaganzas became assaults, unrecognizable from the rest of the programming, as they railed against ‘the world.’ Always, these spectacles showcased people falling over like logs, and others shouting out all over the audience in languages no one knew or could understand.
I decided they were all hucksters, fakers, all, as Holden Caulfield would say, phonies.
I balled Jesus up with them and turned my back on everything.
Eventually, I would meet Jesus and fall in love and realize that, if anyone hated inauthenticity more than me, it was Him. He spent an awful lot of His time wearing out the religious folks that were very good at keeping rules and telling others how awesome they were. He wasn’t pointing fingers and shouting, His was a very different agenda.
Which is why, I think, Kelly’s message has resonated with me all week, why I can’t stop thinking about it. They had the same agenda.
She said, this is what it means to speak in tongues, and here it is in the Scriptures. Then, she did not tell us we had to, she told us we could. And in that one word, could, it all made sense. She said, this is available to you, it’s been wonderful for me, maybe it would be for you, too.
Let’s say you had a house that had a dance floor behind a special door in the basement. Wouldn’t you want to know it’s there? Wouldn’t you want to know it’s available to you?
The Nirvana album, Nevernind, has a secret track after the last song, as do countless others. Many video games have secret levels. DVD’s have things called Easter Eggs with special hidden content. These things are available to you, don’t you want to know?
The difference between ‘had to’ and ‘could’ is Kelly gently handing you an invitation.
The difference between the agendas of the religious elite and Jesus is the same, the invitation. Jesus comes, not with more rules and instructions, He comes with an invitation to know Him, to be with Him, to hold His hand, to love Him. He will not make anyone do anything. He will not coerce, shame or manipulate. Instead, He will invite you into Him, introduce you to yourself – as you have been created, and nothing is ever the same again.
New Years Revolution
As the wise philosopher, Bono, singer for transcendent rock band U2, famously sang, “All is quiet on New Years Day.” And it’s a good thing, too. How can a man properly examine what has become of his life amid all the noise and chaos of ordinary time? Obviously, he can’t and, I believe, isn’t supposed to. The intent of a culture of busy-ness and productivity is to beat us into submission, sedated by our own schedules and expectations. Anyway, all is quiet on New Years Day. And it’s a good thing, too.
I’m not one for a resolution, which is long gone by Valentine’s Day. However, my son mistakenly asked me if I have a ‘New Years Revolution,’ and I am always one for a revolution. So, this is my revolution.
First, resolutions fail because they are, usually, no more than throwing pennies into a fountain, no more than pie-in-the-sky wishes. They fail because there is no ‘Why’ to give any depth to the what. And it’s the why that matters, the why is the reason anything succeeds or fails, the reason we care. Lose 10 pounds? Because you want to see a smaller number on your jeans? Or because you want to live this wonderful gift you’ve been given instead of wasting it on the couch, or because you’re exhausted self consciously avoiding your life because of how you look in the jeans you already have?
There is a difference, and it lies in the why. The Scriptures begin with an account of the Creation of the everything. The interesting thing about this is that it’s a poem. We who are so enlightened, who are so educated, have now decided that we want our Creation story in scientific terms. What did it sound like when God spoke? Was there a Big Bang? What do you mean by a day? What about evolution? Dinosaurs? How exactly did all of this happen? But that’s not what we get.
We can read about music notes and theory, or we can hear “Round Here” by the Counting Crows. One gives us knowledge – and that is very important. One bypasses our heads and breaks our hearts – perhaps even more important.
An art museum isn’t Wikipedia. And it doesn’t try. The Scriptures, and the Creation account in particular, don’t try, either.
(Some places in this beautiful library are history, some are parables, some are letters written to specific people. Just like my library, on my bookshelf. I don’t have all non-fiction, or all graphic novels. The Bible is a library.)
They are linked by Truth, wherever it is found. In what actually happened, a story, a letter… Or a poem. Genesis 1 doesn’t tell us how, it tells us why. Why we are here, why we love what we love, why we do what we do. And it’s the why that matters. So, this is my revolution. I want to live a poem. I happen to care a lot about words and notes and theory, but those things only serve to bring me a step or two closer to having my heart broken into. I want to know how, but only in the service of the why. And it’s the why that makes these days far more than an existence. It makes them a life.